“And I will give them an heart to know me”

March 22, 2010
This cogitation must begin with a passage that, while familiar to most, may initially seem to not be the best selection for this topic:
Revelation 5:2-4 “And I saw a strong angel proclaiming with a loud voice, Who is worthy to open the book, and to loose the seals thereof?
And no man in heaven, nor in earth, neither under the earth, was able to open the book, neither to look thereon.
And I wept much, because no man was found worthy to open and to read the book, neither to look thereon.”
This had to be one of the most incredible revelations; equal to all other pieces of understanding that were imparted unto John during his time on the isle of patmos. In a single panoramic moment, he saw a side-by-side comparison which revealed just how absolutely righteous the Lord is and just how far removed we are from that level of righteousness. The wickedness of man was seen in its full and it was almost more than John could bear. (Praise God for verse 5!) There’s no way of knowing how much time transpired during this portion of revealing from on high, but it had quite an impact on “the disciple whom Jesus loved.” (John 21:20)  Such revelation will forever alter the life of a person; regardless of how spiritually mature they may be. Even if the revelations of that day had proceeded no further than this single truth, Johns life was already forever altered. He would never have been able to view the world in the same light again after witnessing this.
Over the past several days, two themes have been dominant. The first is the consideration of just how “contrary to God” this fallen world is. It is a place that becomes more ungodly, seemingly by the hour, as the third chapter of II Timothy becomes manifest. The second is how few people seem to care, or even notice that this world is at complete odds with the God who created all that is, holds the very breath of life in his hand, and before whom all of us must stand at the time appointed. Everyone who is born of the Spirit, can remember back top the times when, we too, gave little or no thought to matters of eternal significance. Were it not for the gentle drawing of the Holy Spirit, we would have continued down that road until our allotment of days expired and we found ourselves in a place of everlasting hopelessness. As these thoughts came to the forefront, I had to make another visit to a favorite memorial. The  defining moment in my past wherein the Lord gave me a heart to know him. 
In hindsight, one of the most incredible aspects of the summer of 1983 was the “drawing.” Over the course of those months, the Lord used a family in Elkhart to bring me into the household of faith. I met them in June when their neice, whom I had known for years, went down to live with them. I began to make routine visits to their home, wherein I started to notice something profound. It seemed as though the very atmosphere was different around them. I knew that they were Christians, however, this was deeper than just a religious profession. Dennis and MaryAnn never actively tried to evangelize me; although they would politely answer any questions that I had. Over the course of weeks, I found myself desiring what they had. I understand it much better now than when it was transpiring in real-time, however, it was an ever so sweet “drawing.” Unbeknownst to me at the time, I was being granted repentance to the acknowledging of the truth; a revelation that would result in my believing upon the Lord Jesus Christ at around 11:30 am on a sunny mid-september day of that year. (I’m quite certain that it was a Friday)
When the moment arrived, I knew that it was time and I truly desired to know the Lord Jesus. This wasn’t the culmination of extensive theological study, comparing one belief system to another, or thorough analyzing all of the data at my disposal.  It was the result of the Lord opening my eyes in a way that would have seemed impossible just a few months previous. Everyone who is born of the Spirit has a unique testimony; and yet in every case, it was the Lord who granted the increase. The more that we consider our great salvation, the more incredible it becomes. To realize how much time we spent “one heartbeat away from perdition and that it was of the Lords mercy that we were not consumed. To realize that the Creator of all that is, who has no beginning and changes not, took upon himself a body of flesh, and bore upon that body the sins of all. It bears repeating; if I had perished in August of 1983, I would now have been in hell for 27 years and 7 months with no reprieve, no hope, and the knowledge that it didn’t have to end that way because my sins were paid for 2000 years ago on an old rugged cross.
The following passage has become, as it were, a “signature verse” as it’s referred to often:
II Timothy 2:25 “In meekness instructing those that oppose themselves; if God peradventure will give them repentance to the acknowledging of the truth;
And that they may recover themselves out of the snare of the devil, who are taken captive by him at his will.”
It’s easy to become discouraged by appearances. To see so many souls in our venue going through their allotment of days with no regard for their soul is heartbreaking. The vanities and lusts of this world seem to have them in a death-grip and one is tempted to question whether or not they can ever be reached. This grouping includes co-workers, relatives, neighbors, outstanding members of the community, and what have you. And yet, each of us can remember when we were lost and without God in the world. Everyone who is born of the Spirit can remember the incredible way that the Lord brought us out of darkness and into the saving knowledge of Jesus Christ. Each testimony is a miraculous event; whether it’s one dominated by a lengthy series of calamities over the course of decades, or one that’s relatively void of upheaval and heartache. Each one is a testimony of the Lord granting unto a lost soul, a heart to know him.
John 14:6 “Jesus saith unto him, I am the way, the truth, and the life: no man cometh unto the Father, but by me.”
I Corinthians 3:6 “I have planted, Apollos watered; but God gave the increase.”
It’s become a standard prayer request as names are lifted before the Lord in prayer. That request is that the Lord would give them a heart to know him. That he would draw them unto himself; just as he did me 27 years and 8 months ago. There are people in my venue who seem so hardened and oftentimes it seems that everything I say or do is the wrong thing. Yet the Lord can open the hardest of the hardened and grant repentance unto the most contrary of our contemporaries. When we understand that it is the Lord who grants this increase (while all of us understand this from a theological standpoint, our thoughts and actions oftentimes reveal a different belief residing in our heart; one that we may be hesitant to recognize) we’ll be more diligent in lifting them up in prayer. Coming before the throne of the one who can open blinded eyes with just a word, and petitioning on their behalf.
I’m certain that someone was lifting me up in prayer prior to the hour in which I first believed. It may well have been Dennis and MaryAnn. Someday I should dedicate a post to these saints who had an immense impact on my life, both before I was born again and in subsequent years when I would confide in them regularly.
This prayer also applies to the saints as all of us are a work in progress. Each of us can remember times when our level of spiritual maturity was less than it is today. (At least we should be able to do this. Likewise, we should be able to revisit this current moment one year from now and be able to pinpoint areas of growth during the span of time currently in front of us) The more a persons heart is united unto the Lord Jesus, the more they will seek to separate from anything that’s contrary to him; be it the vanities of this world, attitudes, time bandits cleverly disguised as “harmless pastimes” and what have you. A heart to know the Lord will casue one to reside in heavenly places while compelling those around them to taste and see that the Lord is good. A heart to know the Lord will cause one to realize just how lifeless the treasures and agendas of this world are as they seek a continuing city wherein dwells no darkness and no timepieces. Their thoughts and affections will gravitate toward issues of eternal significance while the offerings of this present world lose their power of allurement. One more signature verse:
Philippians 3:15 “Let us therefore, as many as be perfect, be thus minded: and if, in any thing ye be otherwise minded, God shall reveal even this unto you.”
This has become longer than intended and as such I must be going. Finding time to operate in this venue is still proving to be a challenge, (especially on weekdays) however, Lord willing, I’m minded to keep it going. I love the fellowship that one finds here. Even though I’ve never met another blogger in the flesh, just knowing that there are saints in other places, whose posts reveal a heart that’s firmly set upon things above, is encouraging.  I’ll try to be more diligent in visiting everyones site; even if it has to be done at 3:00 AM.  Thanks to all who continue to stay in touch through this venue.
Malachi 3:16 “Then they that feared the LORD spake often one to another: and the LORD hearkened, and heard it, and a book of remembrance was written before him for them that feared the LORD, and that thought upon his name.”
Blessings always in Jesus name.


  1. This is a great way to pray for unsaved loved ones, Timbob. Thanks for bringing it up! After all, Jesus told us that no one could come to Him except he be drawn by the Father, as you were. And when we are drawn, and when we come, He gives us eternal life. His life, springing up inside us like a fountain of living water. May all men praise the goodness and mercy of our God.

    Love in Him, Cindy

  2. BelovedDiscipleBibleStudy.com has a free eBook with a presentation of bible evidence on “the disciple whom Jesus loved” that you may want to check out.

  3. David Meyer said that they will try to mail out the latest trumpet on Thursday. It may be up a week early.

  4. Hi Cindy. Remembering the way that the Lord brought me in really helps in praying diligently for others. All of our arguements and seeds planted will avail nothing unless the Lord oves upon the heart of another. He truly grants the increase which is why II Timothy 2:25 is a favorite passage. It instructs us to present truth in humble sincerety; knowing that the Lord is the one who grants repentance.

    Thanks so much for stopping by. Blessings always in Jesus name.

  5. Hi John. Thanks for alerting me to this as posting a series about John has been in the back of my mind for some time. (Along with all of the other things in the back of my mind that I’m wanting to post about.) He had a closeness with the Lord Jesus that was manifest in his entire life in the form of a loving and gentle mannerism. When the disciples were discussing who amongst them was the greatest, I cannot imagine Jon being a part of that dialogue.

    His attitude made him one to whom, in later years, the Lord could literally show end of the world and grant a sneak peak at the creation to follow this one.

    Thanks for stopping by. Blessings always in Jesus name.

  6. Hi Code. I just checked the site and it has yet to be updated, but I’m certain that it will be done so this week. Each publication; one can sense in their spirit the urgency of the hour as events daily fall into place.

    There are people at work who routinely look forward to getting a copy of this newsletter; even to the point of asking “hey-is the newsletter out yet?” Before CR came to Jesus, he was also one who looked forward to these. One guy, named Richard, is close to salvation. Another saint, named Michelle, also looks forward to them. She is one who really understands the times and has her affections on things above.

    Without a doubt, the Lord is doing a short work and the first half of this year continues to contain a sense of profound urgency. I’ve been striving to get into the streets as much as possible as my work schedule makes this possible. (If I was on first shift, it would be very difficult)

    Thanks for stopping by. Oh, one more question. Have you heard from Phil McAlmond lately? I ask because recently on the wordpress page that lists google searches that folks used to find ones site, a somewhat unusual search on his name was mentioned. The last I knew, they still lived in Albert Lea MN.

    Blessings always in Jesus name.

    • No word on Phil McAlmond. I know you’re extremely busy, but if you get a chance, you should try downloading the last few sermons of David Meyer. He talks about how they are monitoring everything about us (much like those books) – email is being archived, cell phones and computers are tracking us. He said in the last 30 days, there were aprx 250 earthquakes. He says all sorts of things. But in his last message, he said some lady wrote him a letter containing $10. She wrote, “I hate your newsletter! But keep writing it b/c I know it’s all true.”

      Another thing I wanted to tell you, today I gave out my first track to a man who was handing out advertisements for palm readings. I tried to have a conversation with him first, and then gave him the track for his advert. I was so happy about it. Who knows. It could be another saved soul.

  7. We are two young Christian girls, just trying to bring practical applications from the bible. We want to encourage others to study the word and grow in faith. So take a look at our blog, and comment.
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  8. Hi Truspire. Thanks for taking time to stop by. I’ve added your site to the blogroll and look forward to visiting when time permits. (I was by earlier, but only had a couple of minutes before having to head out) I’ll keep you in prayer as you bring forth truth in this forum.

    Blessings always in Jesus name.

  9. Hi Code (Oops; I got my replies out of sequence) I’ll try to check these out when I can. I’ve wanted to get to the church for over three years, but still haven’t managed to do so. (It’s northwest of Milwaukee and is only 5 hours away)

    I’ve been praying for the guy who received a tract from you. I thought it was especially intersting that he was advertising for a palm reader. May this stronghold be brought down and captives delivered in Jesus name.

    Blessings always in Jesus name.

  10. I saw this man again passing out adverts the next day. I stopped and chatted with him and asked if he read the tract I gave him. He said he took it home. Everyday I will pry see him if he stays on that particular corner. I will keep talking to him.

  11. Please keep me informed as things develop. This is truly awesome.

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